Lust

The third poison according to Kalachakra tantra is lust or selfish desire. Lust is an intense craving or longing for an object or circumstance. It can take any form such as the lust for sexuality, love, money, power or even food.

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Reset

Today my Honda has turned 100 000 km’s in mileage! I bought her 7 years ago, when I arrived to Thailand. Then, she had 50 000 km’s on her counter. I travelled on her through the whole of Thailand, Laos, Cambodia and Malaysia and was using this bike throughout the entire the time which I have spent on Koh Phangan. If I count correctly, she is now 14 y.o. I recently put a lot of money into repairs. I could rent some cool motorcycle for that money for my whole my stay here but I really love that bike and I’m very happy she is still alive and drives so well.

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Pride

Tantric yoga is a science of inner alchemy. It is a science of transmutation and sublimation, in which we are learning how to change the inferior into the superior and discover our full, supreme nature. In Tibetan yoga of Kalacakra Tantra we have distinguished five main poisons or delusions, which are imprisoning consciousness on the low levels (samsara). As it is tantric practice and the goal is not to fight against those poisons, but to transmute them into wisdom. Today I started to practice with the first of them, which is pride. Continue reading “Pride”

Happy to share with you guys my new mix. I’m back to Koh Phangan island, inspired by its vibe. Looking forward to play here some cool gigs next month! Enjoy the mix!

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Vishuddha chakra, consciousness of the big picture

This is Spodek Arena, the venue which hosted the 2018 United Nations Climate Change Conference. An international conference which is striving for limiting global warming and climate change. What is the practical application of the event? So far none. Most of the countries are still increasing production of carbon dioxide instead of decreasing it. And there is no collective effort to remove the excess of greenhouse gasses which are already in our atmosphere.

Writing this blogpost is a part of my Vishuddha chakra tapas. The consciousness of Vishuddha chakra can be described by the word transpersonal. It means moving beyond the limits of personal identity. It is the way of perceiving reality from macrocosmic perspective. Being able to detach from individual fears, needs and desires and see the big picture.

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Goose bumps

I grabbed your hair and pulled it up, uncovering your naked neck,
Your spine has erected, your eyes slightly flipped,
I moved my face close to you, so my warm, moist breath spilled on your shoulders,
You tried to shield it, but it was too late,
My teeth snatch the soft skin on your neck,
Sharp impulse pierced your body,
Flooded with goose bumps you taste the ecstasy of being human.

See what you made me do

“Whenever you are about to find fault with someone, ask yourself the following question: What fault of mine most nearly resembles the one I am about to criticize?”
– Marcus Aurelius

When moving from Manipura tapas to Anahata tapas I noticed that I have one more strong addiction, which I didn’t realise before. I had it for years but only now I started to pay attention to it and realised how destructive it is for me and my relationships. Now, when I know, I decided to write about it and remove this from my life once and for all. Same as I did with the other negative habits and addictions I struggled with. What’s this addiction I’m talking about? It’s blaming.

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